a blog concept called

“HUNDRED PERCENT GIRL”

 by 

LOUISE ENCARNACION AUBIN 

and her cast of characters in BURLINGTON VERMONT


4.30

8:47 a.m. what can I try to be today and today only?

4.29

working with VH. Life is more important than art. working with MB. Trying my best to not start any trouble.  Trying my best to stay with it.

4.28

risograph. jane’s retirement party.

4.27

high of 70°; sandwich lunch with VTH. plotting the bulk items we will buy. recommendations for CSA in queens please send

4.26

slept in till 11, called mom, met SJS, beer in MK’s backyard

4.25

collaborative photo with VTH then dance preformance and dinner with ECW/bouncing till 3

4.24

reading/looking: zora sicher geography
listening: belle and sebastain if you’re feeling sinister
doing: bad hemming, possibility shop with MB, beer with ST, dinner with VTH
wearing: black patagonia set

today i’m feeling: absurdity


4.23

platonic la reprise + doma with ECW. Family recipe coquito of the bartender from babes who works there now. We hope to be brides maids for one another (no kissing anymore)

testing out new paper for prints

4.22

laundry. poco with C. blessing.


4.21

walmart with IP. I aquired a new headphone jack to usb-c adapter.



4.20

- new pink zara blouse
- suede jacket
- sakara zero sugar redbull
- sunny walk home


4.19

Rediscovering my love for Petra Collins. She is a genius.

Researching my idol Louise Bourgeois

Ran into B at barrio coffee shop and chatted sculptors

4.18

No post. Busy working in the sun

4.17

“Make a new cult every day to suit your affairs
Kissing girls in English, at the back of the stairs
You're a honey, with a following of innocent boys”

4.15

Who is going to tell me this doesn’t mean anything.







4.14

I feel hawai’i in this vermont today

drawing critique today. Lisa gave the most heartbreaking retelling of the death of Nurul Amin Shah Alam of Myanmar in Buffalo NY. 

Being southeast asian in the United States of Whatever: His death feels like the administrative failure of the prison and legal systems. Do we think the white woman who called the police about him represents some sort of Amy Cooper-sitation or xenophobic?

pm: ST came over through a rain storm for dumpling dinner, brownies, mulholland drive. Our lesbia-inclined ways made a fun watch together. I really enjoyed this movie. Either that or lost highway has got to be one of my top 4 favorites.

I want to get drunk but I’ll probably just go to bed soon after a day of getting in trouble. Dreaming about starting a table tennis club with VTH

4.13

fly by The Chicks making me super sentimental for spring and mud season falling in love with vermont and concurrently falling in love with ECW. 

Dry vermont winds pull my long hair back like a friend tending to me me over the toilet bowl. 

4.12


Junktiques, Burlington

4.11

Yesterday fun warm friday at the vermont artbook fair complimentary free wine and light beer. Friend/coworker cigarette with social butterfly professor Wood right before it revved up. The storm began, and I had a secret beer in my back seat while picking up VTH from the theatre for resting, nts, matcha, seasoned rice, small lampshop DJ takahiko matsui outing. It’s dead here. I want dear RAH to tell us what to do. 

I met a girl who had the most beautiful eyelashes

I calculated how many Fridays are left in my life but surprisingly its low and concrete number doesn’t necessarily make me paniced or make me feel like I have to take my life by the horns or anything. If anything it just feels real to me. The same does not go for VTH. They were totally freaked out. 

4.8

lovely meeting with stephen.  work week means i basically have no thoughts so this was a good exception

4.6




4.5

cried myself to sleep last night. made polish pickle soup for family easter. i felt like a failure compared to my brothers and cousins. ECW made me feel better. i got cute spring clothing at the listen thrift store. i downloaded tinder. it is bad as expected.


4.4

ECW said she’s downloading tinder. i was okay with it. i went to the skate park with VTH after i made us easter dinner for our  basket exchange. tamarind soup base + green curry + bamboo shoots + somen noodles + blanched bok choy + enoki mushrooms + soft boiled eggs + pickled radishes, mustard greens, scallions + kimchi + spices. she got me a ring. I made her a bunch of little crafts. we’re both ready to leave. we’ve almost been taking photos of each other for a year. (april 3 top / september 6 bottom)
 


4.1

I hate feeling too slutty and still feeling to masculine at my work fancy dinner. Everything I say has no meaning and people are confused. Everyone feels the need to laugh after every time I speak. I’m cussing out the drivers who are being dicks to me. I think of Francesca Woodman.



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